this is starting to collect dust

even if I don't know if angels exist and heaven is real I still need to tell you something

I miss you, a lot, it hurts so bad right now, but I keep smiling because I know you loved my smile.

Some nights I can't sleep because I can't stop thinking about you and my head becomes a real mess

just like this night

I am always wondering how the day would have been if you where alive.

Anyway, I just want you to know that sometimes if I cry, even if I am sad or mad at everyone

Don't worry

I am still happy because life goes on even without you by my side

this isn't the end of our story

it's just a long break

I love you

don't forget it

or me