Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Buried in the snow

I hate you sometimes
I hate you for leaving me with him after you promised you wouldn't
I hate how you didn't want to leave but it was beyond your control
I hate that I couldn't see you that one last time
I hate how I still hear my brother telling me that you had gone and I feel guilty for falling asleep
I hate how cold it was because I wanted to be warm but my heart was broken and I had never so cold
I hate the emptiness I feel and how quite the house is now
I hate how everyone seems to have forgotten you and I still cry about it every night
I hate how much I love you and how much I want to see you 
I hate how the only thing keeping me from you is me 
I hate you sometimes but most of the time I don't
I love you and it makes my heart bleed and it hasn't stopped for two years. 


Sunday, October 20, 2013

Star Bright

I don't know why I'm here again

wishing on you

you've never worked before and I've almost given up hope on you
but I don't know where else to turn


Star Bright star light first star I see tonight I wish I may I wish I might have the wish I wish tonight

It's been a while and I've grown up
but I need your help
give me this one wish
one time
I won't bother you ever again
I promise
please
just this one 
tiny
unimportant wish

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Once they all believed in dragons

Once they all believed in dragons
When the world was fresh and new
We were woven into legends 
Tales were told songs were sung
We were treated with abeyance
We were honored
We were feared

Then one day they stopped believing
On that day we disappeared
Now they say our time is over
Now they say we've lived our last
Now we're treated with derision where once we ruled unsurpassed
We must Make them remember
In some way we must reveal that our spirit lives forever
  
WE ARE DRAGONS
WE ARE REAL-Jack Prelutsky

Monday, October 14, 2013

If every day since you left was a short poem

I. 
I'm a car stuck in reverse
because you're in my rear view 
mirror. 

II.
The merry-go-round
spun until it stopped. 
I wondered if it was only merry
while turning and what to
call it when it wasn't. 

III. 
You're a ghost town
full of people. 

IV. 
Your phone rings until it doesn't. 
My heart breaks at the tone. 

V. 
Cigarettes, like everything,
turn to ash
in the end.

Dreams Dreams Dreams

I[Lady Gaga]
Tonight I want you to free yourself, I want you to let go of anyone or anything that’s ever made you feel like you don’t belong, or don’t fit in, I want you to regret any person that’s ever made you feel like your not good enough or thin enough, or pretty enough, or can’t sing well enough, or write well enough, or that your never be great in your life, you just remember, your a god damn superstar and you were born this way.

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Viva La Revolution

Dear Death,
We are no longer afraid of you, you`re shadow that used to haunt our nightmares have been light up by your constant appearance and you have shown your face too many times to remain unknown. We will not live our life's afraid...YOU ARE NOT A THREAT TO US WE CAN ACHIEVE ANYTHING WE DREAM NO LONGER DO WE WAIT YOUR APPROVAL 

Thursday, October 3, 2013

Death

One died for power 
One Died for love
One greeted death like an old friend